This morning I finally uploaded some pictures to the botanic art page, that is here on the sunrise sip. It took me a while, due to just the pressure of perfection from my own self. But, last night I turned on music and danced in my home while making a delicious homemade meal of chicken fried rice. I am a huge music fan, it’s healing for me. I used to say that I felt music understood me in a way.
Honestly, lately I hadn’t even been listening to much music (only podcasts) due to trying to stay on task while I work. I can be easily distracted working form home, So I have to be very diligent while painting or whatever I may be doing.
Last night, I realized how much I was missing, while trying to accomplish so many things in such a short amount of time. What I was doing career wise was yet again, starting to take precedence over my thoughts. I was letting my mind start to swirl, instead of letting my hair down and doing something I love to do. Last night that happened to be drinking wine and dancing like a wild woman, which at the end of a day of hard work is a crisp breath of fresh air. Instead, Instead, I almost started the podcast to avoid thinking, ” I love to write… but I’m not a writer” “I love to sing… but I’m not a musician”. But, instead I poured a glass of Franzia Chillable Red (yes, boxed.) and said a prayer, and let the day go.
Today I am so thankful I did that. I had some fun. I guess, thats the purpose of me writing this today. Please, for me, do something today that makes you smile. If you can’t do that, then try to do something that will help you relax. Its important to nurish what our souls need in order for us to go about our lives happily and fulfilled.
Well I guess happy Friday, lovely.
Until the next sunrise…