Well, me too.
But, I want you to remember that every day we have the opportunity, to make today little better than yesterday. We have a new day to wake up and say “use me lord!”. Even if you are unable to see the light, it’s there. God is there with you, in your uncertainty. Turn to God in the times where you feel you can’t get an answer, and fully surrender your anxieties to him. After all it will pass, and the Lord does not want us to worry. He wants us to trust in his impeccable timing. The anxiety may feel like garbage while your in it, but all emotions are fleeting. The Lord is constant, and never ending. For my people who also struggle mentally (in whatever capacity), I know it is not as easy as just flipping a switch and boom mindset change. But, this isn’t about a mindset change this is a heart change. I can promise you that God wants you to realize we don’t have to worry about anything. It takes commitment, effort, and a lot of ups and downs. But, I truly believe in you and your healing journey. Lean on Jesus and his so good it hurts love. Life is painstakingly what you make it.
I chose to write just a little this morning, due to driving for door dash here in the next hour or so. I am going to sit here, and watch YouTube videos of my big fat gypsy wedding. Shame me, if you must. Have a glorious Wednesday, beautiful creatures.